immersing into an allegory of presence
Throughout my life, and especially when I was younger, I had dealt with very terrifying sleep paralysis. I learned later that one of the mythos surrounding sleep paralysis was that it was Baba Yaga sitting on your chest. I also had a thing where I proudly persevered through pain, pushing myself through the “hard stuff”.
Embedded in this post contains a core belief that I currently hold that our world – everything – even those things that we perceive as actual physical reality – is ultimately a symbol of something bigger and that our bodies/minds have not developed the language to describe it or even to imagine it. Where the
I’ve been strongly feeling the pull of my lunar nodes. Our lunar nodes are always in opposites signs and houses, and it is said that the south node is where we are coming from (past lives if you believe in that), and the north node is what we are growing towards. My lunar nodes are

I have been developing, experimenting and using different versions of this basic intentional meditation with much success – both for a daily morning meditation and setting up before divination or journey work. Even taking out the esoteric aspects out , I am finding that the visual of the intention is quite useful at a very
I haven’t written anything on this blog for a while – in no small part due to the absolute tornado of insight and synchronicities and guideposts to what I’ll just call “home”. Actually, quite recently, I realized I don’t have this lingering feeling of a “half remembered truth”. For so much of my life, I
How it started I found myself interested in sigil crafting, and I very quickly found myself knowing that I had made more powerful sigils when I let the movement of the pen flow in alignment with my intention or connection to the divine. I am more diviner than manifester, and I’m discovering that there is

What is a symbol? A representation of an original. Then what is the original? The first, the primary… quite literally source. It is the vibration that many refer to as God. It is the primary source code, and even as I try to describe it, I can only come close because the language that I
There are two core ways in which the trigrams and hexagrams change to their “opposite”: Rotate or Invert. While any hexagram can have any other hexagram within a I Ching divination, I find that studying these corners is putting a structure behind how the situations relate in the whole. I think of them like table